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Thursday, 16 October 2014 | 2 Comments



"She changed a lot."
"Eh dah berubah?"
"Sejak bila??"
"You are not the same person anymore."

Those kind of words that being thrown at me was really hurt, I always think like "Salah ke kalau aku berubah? It's for my own good. Is it really I'm not the same Ama?" It's really hurt  just to think about it ,think and think and always think.

Rasa macam salah sangat ke bila berubah? You know. Dulu I'm not a girlish girl or even know how to sit, walk, talk appropriately. Cakap main redah, doesn't even know how to slow down my tone. Ikhtilat tu jangan ditanya. Malu pun tiada. But somehow I manage to think and revise those thing. And telling myself that. I'm not represent as a good Muslimah, Especially I'm not represent myself as a Muslim. Yeah.. I know I'm not the one who laugh a lot anymore, Not the person who can do crazy things anymore. But thats doesn't mean that  I have already change. I'm still the person who care about you guys the most. The same person who will remember you guys the most. The same person who always never missed out you guys name in my D'ua. It just that I change my bad attitude. But I can still be the same Ama. I can. But only with you guys. Only with the one  I can trusted with. Really, I'm sorry If I ever make you guys feel awkward around me. Because of my changes. Really sorry for all those thing.

Ama yang dulu masih ada. Masih ada untuk bergelak ketawa. It still there. Deep down in my heart. Mintak satu ja. Accept me like you guys accepted me when we first met. Never feel awkward around me. Talk to me If I ever make you guys mad. Tell me. Don't ignore me. Assalamualaikum.

-From a girl who is changed for her own good.

Blogger Unknown said...

adakah entry ni untuk kami di taiping?

 
Blogger Unknown said...

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