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"I'm not perfect, I do make mistake."
"Sorry. I'm sorry."
"Kau tak kenal aku."

"Perancangan Allah itu lebih baik dari impian kita."

betul jangan pernah kita sesekali pertikai kerja Allah, Buktinya? aku dah berubah bila sampai Kedah. Everything CHANGE. Semua benda berubah, The way I dress, The way I talk, The way I laugh. Semua berubah

You know, I kept all my problem deep down in my heart. Even my bestest friend don't know me so well. I'm telling you. Cause I don't think my stories are to crucial to be shared. I don't need people attention by telling my stories like "You should be focus only at me cause my stories plot are better." No.

I think, tak semua cerita perlu dikongsi. Even, kalau kita kongsi dekat kawan baik kita sendiri, benda tu mungkin jadi bahan mainan. Like seriously, I've been through that. Like we are talking about our feeling and they be like make it as a fun joke. No it's not cool. Seriously stop. Perasaan? Do you think it's a joke?
Jangan dibawa main benda ni. Could posibbly you are going to feeling that kind of thing soon or later. So stop making a crap joke out of it. I'm telling you.

Alih-alih aku luah jelah dekat Allah. 'He' is always there. Watching and taking care of us. Luah ja semua masalah, you will feel more better. Luah kat manusia, bukan problem solved pun, Makin parah adalah. Tapi Allah baik. Dia hantar Sahabat untuk kita luahkan perasaan kita ni. Ini pun kalau Sahabat tu jenis yang faham. Ada yang jenis tikam belakang. Jaja kisah kau dekat orang lain. Tu yang aku cakap. Manusia kebanyakan pendusta. Nak cari yang betul-betul faham tu yang rare~

So, I manage to take care of myself. Berdiri atas kaki sendiri. After this, I won't tell anyone more about my stories, my problem. No one. Luah ka Allah ja. It's not that I can't trust my own friend.No. It just that I don't want to make thing worse. Nanti asyik duk pikiaq the same thing. I better be quiet. My problem let me solve it by myself. Toksah duk sesakkan pemikiran orang lain tentang masalah kita. Diorang akan jemu and take it as a joke. Cruel? well this is life. You have to endure it no matter what. Bertahan selagi mampu.

Assalamualaikum..

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