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Brother..
بِسمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيمِ
"Dalam gambar family kau ni ada abang kau?"
"Ada abang ke?"
"Mana abang kau?"
Because this kind of question always make me ended up in tears. Bila ditanya soalan begitu all I can say is
"Abang dah takde." and I had to smile.
"Sorry. aku tak tahu."
"Innalillah. Sorri ama."
"Sabar tahu?"
No, It's okay. Biasalah when we lost our family member even kalau tak rapat manapun. Rasa kehilangan tu mesti ada punya. No doubt.
Sometimes, nak je putar balik masa and stop you from going anywhere, rasa nak peluk sepuas yang mungkin, Because I can't expect that this kind of tragedy would happened. You, the most amazing brother eventhough are far away from us, You were always in our heart. Always. Tak kisah even when you were always bullied me. Litterally. Ahaha.
Bila dapat tahu pasal tragedi tu , I can't even speak. I can't even eat properly, I can't even stop crying. Sampai satu masa malam I dreamt about you, Kita satu family tengah picnic dekat satu tempat. Cantik sangat tempat tu. And you were sitting infront of me and just smilling, you don't even talk a word. When I woke up, I quickly hugged your clothes. I miss you so much brother. That day, tenang je hari tu. It's even raining. Even bila nak kebumikan abang fiq, it's raining hardly. Malam tu ada tahlil, I just standing beside the sliding door tengok cuaca kat luar, sejuk je, It's like even the world were sad, It's raining sejak pagi sampai pagi esoknya. Infront of my family, I had to cover up the pain. I can't even imagine what my mom would feel if she see me crying. It's hurt. Sedih bila tengok ayah sendiri menangis. Sakit.
So, I don't want to make it more worst. I just sit there, wandering and hugged our last family picture together. I can't even describe with words on how sad am I. And I think a week after that I dreamt about you. Again. You told me to take care of our family, Be a good daughter, and you said that you had to go somewhere else. I can't even stop you from leaving me. I woke up and smile with tears, and I promised myself that I don't want to cry anymore. I still remember what you told me Dear brother. And I won't broke the promise. Qada dan Qadar kita kena terima, Kerana kematian itu satu kepastian.
Dear Brother,
Jaga diri disana, Nama abang takkan dilupakan dalam setiap Doa malia, I hope you were waiting for us there. In Jannah, Doa agar abang fiq sentiasa berada dalam kalangan orang yang soleh Tunggu tau? Al-fatihah dear brother.
You were always in my heart, Always.
Al-Fatihah...
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Brother..
بِسمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمٰنِ الرَّحيمِ
"Dalam gambar family kau ni ada abang kau?"
"Ada abang ke?"
"Mana abang kau?"
Because this kind of question always make me ended up in tears. Bila ditanya soalan begitu all I can say is
"Abang dah takde." and I had to smile.
"Sorry. aku tak tahu."
"Innalillah. Sorri ama."
"Sabar tahu?"
No, It's okay. Biasalah when we lost our family member even kalau tak rapat manapun. Rasa kehilangan tu mesti ada punya. No doubt.
Sometimes, nak je putar balik masa and stop you from going anywhere, rasa nak peluk sepuas yang mungkin, Because I can't expect that this kind of tragedy would happened. You, the most amazing brother eventhough are far away from us, You were always in our heart. Always. Tak kisah even when you were always bullied me. Litterally. Ahaha.
Bila dapat tahu pasal tragedi tu , I can't even speak. I can't even eat properly, I can't even stop crying. Sampai satu masa malam I dreamt about you, Kita satu family tengah picnic dekat satu tempat. Cantik sangat tempat tu. And you were sitting infront of me and just smilling, you don't even talk a word. When I woke up, I quickly hugged your clothes. I miss you so much brother. That day, tenang je hari tu. It's even raining. Even bila nak kebumikan abang fiq, it's raining hardly. Malam tu ada tahlil, I just standing beside the sliding door tengok cuaca kat luar, sejuk je, It's like even the world were sad, It's raining sejak pagi sampai pagi esoknya. Infront of my family, I had to cover up the pain. I can't even imagine what my mom would feel if she see me crying. It's hurt. Sedih bila tengok ayah sendiri menangis. Sakit.
So, I don't want to make it more worst. I just sit there, wandering and hugged our last family picture together. I can't even describe with words on how sad am I. And I think a week after that I dreamt about you. Again. You told me to take care of our family, Be a good daughter, and you said that you had to go somewhere else. I can't even stop you from leaving me. I woke up and smile with tears, and I promised myself that I don't want to cry anymore. I still remember what you told me Dear brother. And I won't broke the promise. Qada dan Qadar kita kena terima, Kerana kematian itu satu kepastian.
Dear Brother,
Jaga diri disana, Nama abang takkan dilupakan dalam setiap Doa malia, I hope you were waiting for us there. In Jannah, Doa agar abang fiq sentiasa berada dalam kalangan orang yang soleh Tunggu tau? Al-fatihah dear brother.
You were always in my heart, Always.
Al-Fatihah...
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